happy 21st birthday to dear HOONG & XIAN

Meaningless

feel stress..
feel disappointed..
feel hurt..
feel sad..
feel like dying..
feel useless..
feel unvaluable..


but i cant do anything..

The meaning of hate

1- To love less
2- To be very unwilling
3- Strong aversion coupled with desire that evil should befall the person toward whom the feeling is directed; as exercised toward things, intense dislike; hatred; detestation; -- opposed to love.

What will u feel if the person that u love tell u I HATE YOU??

from u to me..爱太痛--吴克群 & from me to u..

吴克群 - 爱太痛
(Kenji Wu - Ai Tai Tong) Lyric

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
Chi bu neng chi shui bu neng chi
没有了你 全都不对
Mei you le ni quan dou bu dui
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
Wo dou xue bu hui ba ai fu yan
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
Yong xiao rong lai ba yan lei chui mian
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
Xiao bu neng xiao khu bu gan khu
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
Ren bu xiang ren gui bu xiang gui

朋友都说这 不过失恋
Peng you dou shuo zhe bu guo shi lian
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
Dan wo que lian hu xi dou dan qie
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
Neng bu neng bu ai le yin wei ai tai tong le
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
Wo tong de kuai shi le qu wu fa ba ni wang le
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
Neng bu neng bu ai le ai qing ta tai tong le
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
Wo tong de kuai shi le que bu fa ba ai ge shi
我不能睡
Wo bu neng shui
我不能够 不能够不爱了
Wo bu neng gou bu neng gou bu ai le

p/s--to 你..对。。不过失恋。。没什么大不了的。。爱情不是人生的全部。。我们还有很多东西要去学习要去实现。。以前你都能做到，为什么现在不能？？因为我也做到了。。虽然有时会想起。。心会抽痛一下。。可是后来不是也没事了吗？？伤心或快乐我们也要过生活。。就为了自己吧。。我们一起努力开开心心的走下去。。带给身边的人快乐。。这岂不是更好。。你知道吗当我听到你在电话里哭的声。。我很担心。。我很心痛。。我不懂要对你说什么。。我很明白你的感受。。不过我想告诉你这不过是个度过期。。很快就会没事了。。就算它需要很长的时间。。不过不要紧。。我会陪你一直走下去。。
你伤心她也不知也不在乎。。既然你对她已不重要了。。就是着放手吧。。让自己开心一点。。为自己好好的生活。。好好的爱自己。。。好好考好成绩。。努力提升自己。。以后你会比现在更加成功。。更加多人会欣赏你珍惜你。。答应我好吗？？你会好好的照顾自己。。

it's CHRISTMAS my dear..

it has been snowing outside since yesterday..i m having a white Christmas right now..which most of the people in tropical country looking forward it..

It is really a white Christmas but nothing much that significance to me..
i miss hanging out with my friends on the Christmas eve..i miss i m busy wishing each n everyone merry Christmas in verbal..i miss opening my presents that my family members give..i miss my family n aunts all..i miss my green Christmas tree..i miss shopping with my aunty for Christmas present n new cloths b4 Christmas..i miss every single small things.

this year.2008..my perception on Christmas is different..for me today Christmas represent forgiveness..sharing..thanksgiving..giving..
about me>>
-I m the person that straight forward..
-I wont believe in rumors.
-I try to be more responsible..
-I will get angry on people sometime n bla bla bla scold them in front of my friends.but after few minutes i will regret for scolding them..i feel guilty for talking bad about them.
-I m so easily to forgive people even though they hurt me deeply..juz with one sincere sorry from you is enough for me..n i will trust them again n again..
my most weakest point is when i know that people doesn't trust me n i will feel superb sad..
-I dun know y m i so sensitive in the trust words..perhaps something tat happen to me b4..
but no matter what i still trust on people..people smile enlighten my days..small matter or small things that each n everyone did to me make me feels great..
-I want to help every single person if i can..
-I want to give my care n smile to everyone who r in need,sad,depress,suffering or even hurt..

in this Christmas..i think that i had been blessed a lot by GOD..DEAR LORD..thanks for bringing me in this world..thanks for giving me a great life..thanks for forgiving all my sins..thanks for dying for our sins..thanks for talking n spending Ur time with us..thanks for listening to our prayers,our mumblings,our wish..THANK YOU SO MUCH LORD..i love u..

thanks for every single person that enter n appearing in my life..family,friends,teacher,strangers..each n everyone of u make my life interesting,more colorful,more rainbows appear..let us juz forget all the misunderstanding,arguments,betrays or any bad things in our past n start a new n closer relationship...i m sorry for what i had done that hurt u all..SORRY..

p/s>>DEAR SANTA..i wish u can give me more strength n ability to help n care others n people in needy..i wish i can make everyone happy..i can make them smile..can u give me this thing as a present??

P/S 2-- to my dear little nephew Santa..thanks for Ur present..i really very touch by it..n i will always appreciate it..u know who u are..=)

I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EACH N EVERYONE MERRY CHRISTMAS

tired..

“I'm so tired, but I can't sleep...standing on the edge of something much too deep...funny how I feel so much but cannot say a word...we are screaming inside, oh, but we can't be heard...so afraid to love you, more afraid to lose...clinging to a past”

i MISS..

i miss everyone in malaysia..